Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random. Show all posts

2.17.2015

Hello New Year! Sum Up of Recent Memories

yaaah, telat banget ya, udah februari gini -_____-
banyaaak banget yang sebenernya pengen ditulis, mulai dari bawaan waktu mau lahiran sampe persiapan mpasi si balya.
apaa? udah mpasii?
iyaa, duh maap ya blogku sayang, kau lama tak terjamah :(

sekilas info deh, sekarang balya udah umur 6,5 bulan. tingginya lumayan banget udah 75cm gitu, dan beratnya nyaris 10kg. banyak yang ngira dia udah umur 1 taun lebih saking bongsornya :D
daaan balya udah pulang juga ke jawa. horeeee!

karena lama banget ga pulang, jadi banyak yang pengen ketemu dan ternyata ngatur jadwalnya syusyaah kalo ada anak bayi heehehehe
mau berangkat, eh dia tidur, semua udah siap, eh masih pengen nyusu.
beneran deh, harus kasih jeda waktu keterlambatan kalo pergi sama bayi gini :)

kemarin di kediri alhamdulillah sempet aiqoqoh juga, and guess what, kita pake rosa catering lagiii.
nanti ya (nantiiiiiii banget gatau kapan heheheee) di review lagi vendor rosanya buat acara aqiqoh :*

mmmm, kita sempet juga family photo sama visioterapi (lagi). balik deh pokoknya ke vendor nikahan dulu :D
sayangnya karena balya kecapekan dan lagi ga fit sekaligus ngantuk, family photonya cuma dapet sedikit aja :(
but, he is our priority, jadi kalo balya udah ga memungkinkan buat lanjutin aktifitas yang udah dirancang, ya kita stop deh :))

ini aku share 2 foto yaa, sapa tau ada yang pengen foto family di visioterapi juga :))





see you when i see you, readersss (kalo ada sih :p)

10.09.2014

Random Post

Halooooo :)

It's been a while not blogging, you know, i try my best to get along with new status over hereee :))

So, how's life?

Kalo diitung dari tanggal 30 Juli, tanggal lahirnya Balya, hari ini dia udah umur 2 bulan 9 hari lhooo..
And it means a lot for me :)

FYI, saya sempet ngalamin baby blues pas awal Balya lahir. I didnt feel sad, yet didnt feel happy either. Semacam kebas ga krasa apa-apa gitu.
Untungnyaaa, suami saya yang super, sadar dan langsung ngajakin ngobrol dari hati ke hati *ecieh

Kalo dipikir, rasanya kayak ajaib banget, dulu masih kemana-mana berdua, rebutan dapet tempat tidur yang lebih lapang, trus tiba-tiba udah ada bayi gitu aja :)

I'm blessed to have a super kind and warm-hearted husband and a super cute handsome baby boy :)

Balya, just born :)

on August


on September
Keliatan banget ya transformasinya Balya dari bulan ke bulan. Chubby cheeks!

I guess thats all i want to write :p
See you when I see you, folks!


us, witoko's family! 

4.03.2014

Which One is The One?

Dulu, waktu masih SMA, masih sering galau-galauan, masih sering diem diem intip kakak kelas yang lagi nongkrong di kantin, saya suka mikir, nanti jodoh saya kayak gimana ya?
Gimana saya bakal tau kalo itu yang tepat buat saya?

Untungnyaaaa, dulu jejaring sosial belom terlalu happening banget kayak sekarang, kalo udah, pasti saya udah dalam taraf galau yang enggak banget :D

Beberapa waktu lalu, saya dan suami sempet ngobrolin masa-masa SMA. Biasalaah, namanya juga korban cinlok semasa SMA, sekelas pula. Jadi ada sangat banyak topik untuk diperbincangkan, dibahas, diperdebatkan, dll :)

Sempetlah waktu itu kami ngobrol tentang ''kesan pertama yang bikin tertarik'' untuk akhirnya subconsciously pengen pdkt :p
Dan ternyata, saya ga inget momen yang diceritain suami saya, dan begitu pula suami saya :D

Jadi nih ya, duluuuu banget waktu kelas 2 SMA, saya sempet ga suka sama mas. Kenapa? Ceritanya panjanglah, intinya saya males banget kalo harus ngobrol sama dia. Oiya, sebagai catatan, kita sekelasnya pas kelas 3 SMA. Waktu kelas 2 SMA itu, kelas kita cuma sebelahan aja :)

First impression saya tentang seorang Panji Witoko waktu itu adalah orang yang suka mojokin orang lain, nakal, dan sebaiknya dihindari. Nah suatu ketika, kelas 2 SMA - menjelang tanggal UAN untuk anak kelas 3, kelas kita sama-sama kosong nih, ga ada guru - tapi tetep ada banyak tugas buat dikerjain.

Waktu itu saya pengen pinjem rautan pensil ke temen saya yang sekelas sama mas - rautan ya, bukan cutter. Eh taunya temen saya ga punya rautan pensil, punyanya cutter, dan itupun lagi dipake sama mas -______________-
My feeling at that time was like ''aduuuh, ini gimana cara ngerautinnya''

Trus saya samperin mas deh yang lagi ngerautin pensil di luar kelas, and do you know what i did? I just hold my pencil and the cutter, and staring at it. I never able to do the ''ngerautin pensil pake cutter'' at all :(
Surprisingly, si mas tiba-tiba ambil pensil dan cutter dari tangan saya-ngerautin pensil saya-balikin pensil ke tangan saya-trus pergi gitu aja-with no words while he did it.
Apa rasanya waktu itu? I thought like ''WOW he is awesomely kind!''
Hehehhehehee lebay bangeeeet :D

Tapi yaudah, sampe situ aja dan kehidupan kembali seperti semula dan saya udah sibuk galau-galauan lagi :p

Nah, beda lagi sama kesannya si mas tentang saya. Kata dia saya itu cewek sok sibuk (saya dulu OSIS ceritanya) style bajunya krembyah-krembyah ga jelas :3
He didn't like me either at that time.

Trus cerita apa yang bisa bikin dia punya kesan yang baik tentang saya?
Mmmm, gini ceritanya kata mas. Waktu itu kita udah sekelas nih, di kelas 3 SMA.
Saya kalo duduk dibangku dan ga ada guru, seringnya duduk bersila gitu. Kalo kita duduk bersila, keliatan kan kaos kaki kita warnanya apa :p
Nah, waktu itu saya lagi pake kaos kaki warna coklat, punya om saya yang ketinggalan di rumah :p
Mas yang aslinya jahil, asal aja nyelutuk kayak begini:
mas: woh, kaos kakimu kayak punya cowok. punya bapakmu ya?
saya: enggak, ini kaos kaki omku, ayahku udah meninggal pas aku SD.

Trus apa yang dianggap mas spesial dari percakapan itu? Kata mas sih karena saya jelasin tentang ayah saya tanpa nangis, tanpa membik-membik, stay calm gitu lah.
Soalnya dia pernah ada di situasi yang mirip kayak cerita di atas, tapi temen ceweknya nangis waktu ceritain tentang ayahnya :3

See? Kind of simple story right?
Mungkin kalian juga begitu. Turning point yang bikin kalian simpatik sama jodoh kalian nanti juga dateng dari hal-hal kecil yang super remeh temeh dan akhirnya terlewat gitu aja :)

Anyway, kenapa saya tulis ini?
Simpel sih, biar ga lupa aja nantinya. Selain itu, mas juga minta saya nulis di blog tentang ini hihihiii :D

So, what's your story? :)

2.27.2014

The Beginning of Second Trimester

Helo, my blog.
Ini udah masuk bulan ke-4 kehamilan. Perut belom buncit-buncit banget. Masih kayak orang yang kebanyakan makan aja :))
Beberapa temen udah nanya, "seberapa gendut kamu sekaraang? fotoin perutnya dooong!" and I was like, "belom ada baby bump temen-temeeen" :D

Tapi yang jelas karena udah lewat 120 hari, saya dan mas bojo udah mulai memperdengarkan alquran dan musik klasik ke kakak :))
Sumpah ya, udah ga sabaaar banget rasanya pengen ngerasain si kakak nendang-nendang dari dalem perut. Selalu ga sabar nunggu sesi kontrol ke dokter kandungan, soalnya pengen liat kakak di usg hihihiii. Kakaaaak, ibu sama ayah sayang banget sama kakak, yang sehat yaaa :*

Bulan ke-4 kehamilan, udah makin mantep aja buat stay di Samarinda nanti pas lahiran. Kenapa? Simpel sih, cuma pengen deket sama bojo. Ga bayangin aja jarang ketemu justru di saat-saat si kakak baru lahir kalo saya harus pulang ke Kediri pas lahiran.

Beberapa orang yang denger rencana saya kami ini biasanya bakal ngerespon semacam "are you crazy or what? kan ga ada sodara di sanaa, anak pertama lagi". Ah tapi pede ajalah yaa. Bismillah!

Sejauh ini, udah mulai mikir-mikir tentang rumah sakit mana yang oke buat lahiran nanti. Susah juga nyarinya karena kebanyakan rumah sakit di sini ga ada website atau twitter atau facebook yang update. Susaaaaah banget cari info, ga punya temen sih sayanya :(

Lately, udah mulai cocok sama RSIA Thaha Bakrie Samarinda. Udah tanya biaya persalinan juga ke adminnya. Semogaaa aja mereka pro asi, pro lahiran normal, dan juga yang penting pro IMD. AMIIIIIN!

2 bulan lagi rencananya pengen usg 4 dimensi di RSIA Thaha Bakrie itu sekalian tanya-tanya. Semoga sesuai ekspektasi :)

10.18.2013

9 Hari Lagiiii

Hello, world!
This is nine days before my wedding day and some stuff still walking around my head, need to be accomplished.

Some of you may say something like, "calm down bride, take it easy" yet I do not have that cut off to take every single thing easy for the things that I struggled for.

And now, here I am, thinking about:
- writing short profile of me and my fiancee to be given to MC
- buying wedding shoes, the due date is tomorrow
- fixing my glasses, the due date is tomorrow too!
- placing the thanks card into 150 pieces of souvenir (yes, I do it myself due to several reasons)
- booking travels and hotels
- the decoration of my bedroom in my wedding day
- the pre-wedding treatments
- the tree of finger prints which might or might be not coming true
- many things moreeeeee

Well, I actually enjoying thinking about many things at once. It just makes me feel so alive. Just hope me luck and everything will run in the right track. Amiin!

See you :)
Bye!

10.04.2013

First Post in October: H-23

Quite long not posting about anything.
How 'bout my wedding preparation? Well, it is quite good so far...

I know it has been October and I walk closer to that day, the day where I will officially being Mrs. Witoko :)
And for your curiosity, let me tell you I don't feel any nerve yet. I just feel normal, flat, and so on.

I have been dealing with many vendors so far and all of it makes me learn many new things. Start from controlling my ego as well as my anger, making many plans, and how to 'attached' to the vendors with cannot fulfill their work in their deadlines.

I'm so thankful I have chosen those vendors which are really helpful and truly have the willingness to help me making the wedding in the right order. Alhamdulillah.

Preparing the big day, I also learn a lot how to deal with my Pak Boo. You know, there will be many quarrels, mis-communication, mis-conception when you preparing your big day. It's driving me (and him) crazy sometimes. Yet, this is life, and I believe we will learn the best way to make up and agree on every single problem soon :)

In this 23 days go to the big day, I deeply hope that every single person who help me through these stages, the people who related to my wedding, and those guests that I have (and will) invited are given the health as well as the wealth by God. I really hope that they can make it to my wedding ceremony and party.

Amiin...

greetings from us: Witoko's family soon to be :))

9.11.2013

Balada Undangan

Yeph, ternyata banyak hal yang masih perlu dipikirkan tentang nikahan ini...
Salah satunya ya tentang undangan. Tau sendiri kan, undangan nikah itu terbatas, sementara temen kan banyak ya, temen SD-SMP-SMA-Kuliah, temen maen, temen sanggar, temen UKM dan lain lain.

And yes, it is impossible to invite them all.
Saya (dan calon suami) pasti punya skala prioritas lah ya siapa yang di undang, dan kenapa kami undang mereka.

FYI, bener2 risiiiiih banget lho denger orang-orang yang ga deket sama kami-yang ngobrol aja jarang-yang ketemu aja cuma senyum doang, tiba2 pada minta diundang.
Nah siapa elo?

Yang lucu, ada salah satu ibunya anak tetangga, yang kebetulan dulu satu SMP sama calon suami bilang gini ke saya:
Ibu Tetangga (IT): Mbak mbak, si A nanati katanya minta undangan sendiri, jangan digabung ya?
Saya (S): ha? gimana bu?
IT: iya, itu si A pesen suruh bilangin ke embak, dia minta undangan sendiri
S: mmmm, saya belom bikin list undangan bu *maksudnya biar dia sadar diri*
IT: iya, itu si A minta undangan sendiri aja katanya
S: ........

Ini kayak dagelan kalo kata saya, pede banget si anak itu, emang dia diundang?
Wong ketemu calon suami saya aja dia kadang ga nyapa, ketemu saya juga ga pernah ngobrol. Lha trus miapah saya ngundang dia? -_______-
*gondok berat*

Ada lagi temen-temen lain yang tetiba ramah dan bilang 'jangan lupa undangannya yaaa, kalo ga undang, persahabatan kita selama ini NOL!'
Woy woy, who are you?
Say hello aja ga pernah lha kok mengatasnamakan persahabatan. Emang situ peduli saya jungkir balik ngurus ini itu?

Mungkin sebagian dari mereka cuma sok ramah apa gimana ya, tapi tetep aja dong, ANNOYING!
Mulai sekarang, kalo ada temen yang nikah, dan kamu ga seberapa deket, JANGAN PERNAH NODONG UNDANGAN! Disgusting and uncivilized, really!

*bridezilla moment* *again*

9.10.2013

Special me, special wedding

Mmmmm, ini tiba-tiba inget percakapan di suatu malem, yang sebenernya mayan bikin saya nggondok...

As I just realized, ternyata saya orangnya cukup perfeksionis dalam ngurusin hal-hal yang saya suka. Salah satu contohnya jelas ya, nikahan saya ini.
I go into every little detail and hope I won't miss any spot to make it memorable (at least for me).

Keliatan banget kan dari undangan yang 'beda', yang kata temen-temen 'lucu, beda, anak muda banget, unik, dsb, dsb'.. I'm always happy to be different, to be better, to be remarkable...

Dan lagi tentang buku tamu, yang orang-orang biasanya pake buku tamu bergaris horisontal, I made my self guestbook. Why? Again, I want it to be special...

Apalagi kalo inget konsep prewedding saya yang sampe sekarang ini inshaAllah masi belum mainstream. Ya jangan disamainlah sama yang prewednya cuma nunjuk bintang bareng-bareng itu.

Mmmmm, dan kemarin agak sebel waktu ngobrol sama beberapa orang, they said something like "alah, yang penting kan sah"...
Ya itu urusan kalian lah ya kalo pengen nikahan yang biasa aja, undangan yang biasa aja, buku tamu yang biasa aja, suka-suka saya dong pengen bikin nikahan ini jadi remarkable seumur hidup (at least seumur hidup saya dan suami)...

I don't know whether this gonna sound sarcastic or what, but I think people who just have a so-so wedding and saying bad thing about other well-planned wedding is just pretending on themselves because they are not creative enough to make something new, something memorable!

Masih mayan sebel.
Bridezilla moment.
Bye.

7.29.2013

Today's Progress

Posting sebelum tidur.

Yeph, I've a deal with Yufan today.
Dan diputuskan pre-wed bakal diadain abis hari raya (around 12-15 August 2013).

Ada 2 konsep yang aku dan pak boo pengen:
1. Pake jersey chelsea, yang nantinya foto diadain (rencananya) jam 6 pagi-10 pagi, biar ga mbayang gitu sih. Rencana fotonya di lapangan sepak bola.
2. Pake baju resmi, fotonya rencana dari sore menjelang magrib sampe malem. Tempatnya ambil di Selo Panggung dan Jalan Doho. Kenapa menjelang magrib? This is simply because we want to have a silhouette photograph as well.


Satu lagi tentang fitting baju pengantin.
It's gonna be around 12 - 15 of August 2013 karena tanggal 16 Agustus pak boo udah harus balik ke Samarinda.
Dan ada 2 baju yang nanti bakal dicoba dan dipilih: baju akad dan baju resepsi.

Semoga jalannya semakin lancar.
Amiiiiin!

Yuk deh ah kita bobok cantik.
Bye world :)

7.27.2013

Lapar Mata: Perias

Oke, sekarang ini lagi agak galau gara-gara perias.

Dari taun lalu saya sebenernya udah cari info buat perias gitu ya, udah sempet nanya harga, bandingin sana sini, dan juga liat hasil make up mereka di social media.

Nah, tapi ternyata saya malah DPin perias yang saya sama sekali gatau sepak terjangnya. Hiks. I did have a look on some of her make up, tapi cuma 1 yang berhijab dan itu kerudungnya ga oke.

Lah kan padahal saya berhijab, dan karena itu pengganti mahkota saya, hijabnya wajib keliatan oke kan ya *mewek*

Sempet kepikiran usul ke ibuk buat batalin DP dan ganti perias. Lah tapi kalo DPnya ga bisa balik gimana? :(

What a unnecessary galauing part of being bridezilla.

Jadi yaudah deh, so far bisanya pasrah aja.
Yah udah dipilihin Allah itu yang terbaik kan ya?
Iyain aja dong :D

the looks that i want (pic taken from here)

7.18.2013

The Huuuuffftttt Moment

As some people said, you might have a confused moment or depressed moment when you preparing your wedding day, and that also means that you prepare yourself to the life of marriage.

This stress feeling may come from the bride and the groom themselves, who do not sufficient time to talk about what they want. In short, it's likely that they do not have a good communication. And if you are asking whether i feel it too, i hardly will tell you that, YES, I feel it.

I do not know how to manage this kind of feeling, how to discuss the important thing that he may not want to discuss it. Hah! Hard day is hard day. Misconception, different thought, different willing are just pressed me into the bottom. And in some cases, I do not even able to share it with anyone. Bitterness.

Yet, somehow I believe that he experiences it too. The feeling of not sharing anything to anybody. I'll just hope then, that we can meet soon and tell everything directly face to face.

Sigh!

7.02.2013

Yudisium, Kahlil Gibran, dan Lagu Dangdut

Seperti yang saya ceritakan sebelumnya, I've been graduated. 
Meskipun belum wisuda pake toga, tapi sudah wisuda fakultas (yudisium).

Ada beberapa hal yang mengesankan waktu acara yudisium kemarin.
Yang pertama, puisi Kahlil Gibran yang dibacakan sama dekan sastra.

Anak-anakmu bukanlah anak-anakmu
Mereka adalah anak-anak kehidupan yang rindu akan dirinya sendiri
Mereka terlahir melalui engkau tapi bukan darimu
Meskipun mereka ada bersamamu tapi mereka bukan milikmu

Pada mereka engkau dapat memberikan cintamu, tapi bukan pikiranmu
Karena mereka memiliki pikiran mereka sendiri

Engkau bisa merumahkan tubuh-tubuh tapi bukan jiwa mereka,
Karena jiwa-jiwa itu tinggal di rumah hari esok, yang tak pernah dapat engkau kunjungi meskipun dalam mimpi

Engkau bisa menjadi seperti mereka, tapi jangan coba menjadikan mereka sepertimu
Karena hidup tidak berjalan mundur dan tidak pula berada di masa lalu

Engkau adalah busur-busur tempat anak-anakmu menjadi anak-anak panah yang hidup diluncurkan

Sang pemanah telah membidik arah keabadian, dan ia meregangkanmu dengan kekuatannya sehingga anak-anak panah itu dapat meluncur dengan cepat dan jauh

Jadikanlah tarikan tangan sang pemanah itu sebagai kegembiraan
Sebab ketika ia mencintai anak-anak panah yang terbang, maka ia juga mencintai busur yang telah diluncurkannya dengan sepenuh kekuatan.

- Kahlil Gibran
Mengenaaa banget puisi Kahlil Gibran ini.

My dean was gorgeous, tau mahasiswanya udah sendu membik-membik, eh Beliaunya nyanyi dangdut full action, judulnya "Gala-Gala" hahahahaa.
Sir, you're so adorableeee!

Fakultas Sastra UM itu emang deh ya, paling mbooooooiiiiiiiis!

7.29.2012

A Little Memory


this afternoon, i'm happened to remember a small scene of my life.
it was about me and my boyfriend,
we had a quarrel, i dont even remember the problem now, but after a while having a quarrel via cellphone, he decided to go to my boarding house

i was so scared at that time, i turned my head down, i didn't wanna see his eyes
but he smile, holding my hand and bought me an ice cream
he continue holding my hand, lead me to take a walk for a while around small path near my boarding house
i continued to turned my head down and hold my tears.

then he ask me to sit down in a terrace of a closed-shop near my boarding house
i cried alot there, he sit still, watching me crying and enjoying his ice cream
he just wait me finishing my tears, without saying anything, it means alot like "i'll be here still" :)
he waited till i finished and ask "why you cry?"
and i was stupidly crying again :D
i love him :)

his expression at that time is just running around my mind :))

7.14.2012

sajak hati kecil


banyak hal yang tak terkata
dan kau berharap dia mendengarnya?
hahaaa kau kira dia ilusionis? kau kira dia dukun?
tak kan bisa dia tau bila tak kau katakan
lalu kau berharap kepekaan pada hari kelabumu?
hey, tak hanya kau yang punya masalah
katamu dia egois, apa telah kau pikir apa yang ada di benaknya?
bangun anak manja!
hidup mengajarimu berbagai hal lewat tiap masalah yang menghadang
tak juga habiskah keluh kesahmu?
sakit hati? sembuhkan sakit hatimu sendiri
sebab tak ada yang peduli
dan kau berharap belas kasihan pada sosok itu?
cih! mereka sedang mendongak, dan kau terlalu berjarak
diam sajalah kau disini
tunggu sajalah kesempatanmu
belajarlah dari mereka di sekelilingmu
pilihlah yang bagus, buanglah yang buruk

7.11.2012

Cry

"Weird is when you cry and you don't have any idea why you are crying."

But, maybe for someone like me, crying is just a way to let anything sad go away from my heart. Crying is when I cannot make myself strong anymore. Cry is when I try to have a new self defend for this mean world.

Perhaps for some people cry is just a sign of how weak we are. But you know, i don't care. Cz when I cry, I feel a bit relieved. Do I need someone to hear me? Maybe yes. But when I be this crying-a-river-woman, what I need is a time to be alone. Or a shoulder to cry maybe hahahaa


Maafkan saya nyampah

A month to go. Just a month. Need to lay my head on his shoulder and cry. No no, maybe actually what I need is just my mom.
This month is exactly so hard to pass. Soooo many things wait me, they want to tear me apart a guess hahahaa

It start from a job that i expect to much.
In short, I join a ghost writer or something like that. I did hard work in my holiday for it. And you know what, he, the owner, don't pay me yet till now.
I gave him a trust, but I fell. Maybe that's easy for you to say something like "let it go", but hey! I worked! I didn't do that work for charity or something like that.
So I want my salary to be paid.
It's so sad, you know. Almost everyday I slept in the midnite just to finish my work, but you see, that owner is just suck!

The second thing is about my internship program. So many things happened, irresponsible friends, uncooperative team, and things like that.
Then in the night when I need my bf, he has been tired of everyday working or he has a plan to go out with his friends.
OK, then. Let me manage myself :)
God gives me time not to relay on anyone.
Oh God, I miss my mom so bad :))

5.06.2012

Foto Orang Nikah

Abis liat foto orang nikah yang di share di grup FB. Langsung berasa kayak "kapan ya giliranku?"
Hahahahaa.
Gak lah. Ini bukan tentang ngebet pengen nikah ato gimana, cuma mulai ngerasa kalo hidup itu terus ngalir ga berasa dan tiba-tiba kita uda ada di titik ini, ngeliat anak-anak SD, SMP, SMA kesannya mereka alay banget.
Liat guru-guru SMA uda pada ganti, liat artis-artis di tivi ternyata seumuran kita, liat temen-temen uda pada berhasil, dll.
Tiba-tiba sadar bahwa sekarang waktunya angkatan kita yang 'megang', yang berjaya, yang .. ah udahlah.

Jadi, apa sih yang uda kita lakuin?
Uda kerjakah? Punya usaha sendirikah? Masi cengeng kah? Masi sering bersikap kayak drama quenn kah?

5.01.2012

U NO NEED TO READ THIS !!!

Hmmmm.
I've been trying to be positive thinking. And at last I feel like I have been succeeded. BUT this night I just feel like there is NO NEED to be positive thinking.

Then, one of my besties called me. And I was just like bursting about many things that crossed my mind. About him, about having two cell phone, about marriage, about egoistic, graduation day, and many things.

She is the one that always can calm me down with her own way which is absolutely different with myself. And I just crying listening her giving  me many advises. Because deep down inside, I know that she was right, that what she said is really make sense.

And now I feel like worried :(
It was terrible that I cannot tell what is crossing my mind :(
Waiting for the time when I can meet him, or at least can HE read this post.
*the first possibility is 1000000000000% bigger than the second one

4.28.2012

Plagiat


Just want to make you remember.
We really have to be careful with the word so called PLAGIARISM.

Just now I visit a blog of a teenager I know (sorry, no clue!).

It is nice knowing a teenager starts to write, because as you know, Indonesia needs many writers and readers to be better.
However, I was so sad knowing some of his/her writing is not purely written by him/herself.
Some is just copying from others without including the real author's name, or at least giving the source of the data. Another sad thing is that he/she gave their name in the end of post so that it seems like it made by themselves.

How can I know that it was a copy paste? Because I read and know that post like a thousand times and they just like put "BY BLABLABLA". Does it sound weird for you?

It is sad to realize many teenager do no know yet that they have to avoid those kind of things :(


4.26.2012

The Pressure and The Joy for being a YOUTH

Well, I'm in the very end of sixth semester.
There are soooooooo many assignmentsss, final projects, presentations and so on which are waiting for me to be taken care -_____________-

Let me have a list of that stuff:

  • Cross Cultural Understanding: final project is in progress, its 10% done, due date will be on April 30, 2012
  • Basic Poetry Studies: there will be final exam in the form of analyzing poem. seems like the due date will be on May 14, 2012
  • Basic Analysis of Drama: there will be drama performance on May 7, 2012. And I'm not memorized the script yet
  • Thesis Proposal Seminar: the thesis proposal has to be submitted on the May 10, 2012. still 5% done
  • Syntax: the final exam will be on May 15, 2012
  • Classroom management: the final paper have to be submitted on May 1, 2012
  • Languange Assessment Development: there are still like 100 questions need to be created. The due is on  May 15, 2012
  • Coursebook Evaluation: the final paper+presentation are 90% done. the due date will be on May (dont know the absolute date)
  • English for Spesific Purposes: ga jelas
  • Filsafat Ilmu Budaya: hope there will be no final exam :(
  • Gender and ELT: don't know yet what will be happened 

Yes! Those things are pressuring me lately. And it's will be happened until the very date of May 15, I suppose.

But, let's just struggle to survive! Even my life is on shuffle, even this acnes is soo annoying (lhoh?)
Ok ok. Seems like I'm blubbering :D
FIGHTING !!!!!


Accidentaly remember a nice thing :D
There is a (what is it called?!) let's say a small wall builded up with the identity of my faculty on it.
The front side is written "Fakultas Sastra", and in the back side written "Cerita Segala Rasa".
It is sooo nice and I've taken picture there! *giggles*
Here is my pictures with some of my college friends :)






Nice, yes? :D