Compilation

Uda lama banget ga ngpost. Many things happen, of course.

Jadi ceritanya, saya berhasil nyelesain tugas-tugas bejibun yang saya ceritain di post sebelumnya! *head up high

Tapi nih ya, sebelum sah dapet liburan, ada dua performance yang harus dilakuin.

Yang pertama DRAMA. Salah satu mata kuliah di semester ini emang Basic Analysis of Drama, dan dosen saya minta di akhir semester setiap orang tampil drama gitu.

Sempet bingung, sebel waktu latian. Maklum sih, amatiran semua :D

Judul drama dari kelompok saya "The Road House in the Arden", genrenya komedi.

Kalo minat bisa diliat di youtube.

Di drama itu saya jadi Miss Immortality, cewek yang jadi rebutan antara William Shakespeare sama Francis Bacon (iya, emang belagu banget kesannya direbutin sama orang terkenal).

Let me show you my picture

drama class

bareng sama yang lain

all cast

cleopatra - hamlet - robin

shakespeare - immortality - bacon

Jadi dramanya itu hari Selasa, 8 Mei 2012. Besoknya, tanggal 9 Mei 2012 ada satu pentas lagi buat mata kuliah CCU (Cross Cultural Understanding). Sumpah berasa artis aja -____________-

Buat mata kuliah itu dosennya minta buat nampilin hal-hal yang berhubungan sama budaya.

Trus akhirnya diputusin buat nampilin parade permainan tradisional ala Jawa. Kayak lompat tali, kelereng, bekelan, dll.

beautiful, isn't it?

And, after all of that stuff, I can proudly say that now I'm in a HOLIDAY!!!!

HURRAAYYY!!!!

W.H.Y.????

Something weird happens
So, now I'm in the middle of many things to do.
And I dont know why, it makes me cannot feel anything.
What I mean is that if something should make me angry, I just feel flat,
I actually a person who easily can go upset!
Is it a good sign or a bad sign?

Tired of these things already ...

Foto Orang Nikah

Abis liat foto orang nikah yang di share di grup FB. Langsung berasa kayak "kapan ya giliranku?"
Hahahahaa.
Gak lah. Ini bukan tentang ngebet pengen nikah ato gimana, cuma mulai ngerasa kalo hidup itu terus ngalir ga berasa dan tiba-tiba kita uda ada di titik ini, ngeliat anak-anak SD, SMP, SMA kesannya mereka alay banget.
Liat guru-guru SMA uda pada ganti, liat artis-artis di tivi ternyata seumuran kita, liat temen-temen uda pada berhasil, dll.
Tiba-tiba sadar bahwa sekarang waktunya angkatan kita yang 'megang', yang berjaya, yang .. ah udahlah.

Jadi, apa sih yang uda kita lakuin?
Uda kerjakah? Punya usaha sendirikah? Masi cengeng kah? Masi sering bersikap kayak drama quenn kah?

U NO NEED TO READ THIS !!!

Hmmmm.

I've been trying to be positive thinking. And at last I feel like I have been succeeded. BUT this night I just feel like there is NO NEED to be positive thinking.

Then, one of my besties called me. And I was just like bursting about many things that crossed my mind. About him, about having two cell phone, about marriage, about egoistic, graduation day, and many things.

She is the one that always can calm me down with her own way which is absolutely different with myself. And I just crying listening her giving  me many advises. Because deep down inside, I know that she was right, that what she said is really make sense.

And now I feel like worried :(

It was terrible that I cannot tell what is crossing my mind :(

Waiting for the time when I can meet him, or at least can HE read this post.

*the first possibility is 1000000000000% bigger than the second one

Plagiat

STOP PLAGIARISM!!!

Just want to make you remember.
We really have to be careful with the word so called PLAGIARISM.

Just now I visit a blog of a teenager I know (sorry, no clue!).

It is nice knowing a teenager starts to write, because as you know, Indonesia needs many writers and readers to be better.
However, I was so sad knowing some of his/her writing is not purely written by him/herself.
Some is just copying from others without including the real author's name, or at least giving the source of the data. Another sad thing is that he/she gave their name in the end of post so that it seems like it made by themselves.

How can I know that it was a copy paste? Because I read and know that post like a thousand times and they just like put "BY BLABLABLA". Does it sound weird for you?

It is sad to realize many teenager do no know yet that they have to avoid those kind of things :(

The Pressure and The Joy for being a YOUTH

Well, I'm in the very end of sixth semester.
There are soooooooo many assignmentsss, final projects, presentations and so on which are waiting for me to be taken care -_____________-

Let me have a list of that stuff:

• Cross Cultural Understanding: final project is in progress, its 10% done, due date will be on April 30, 2012
• Basic Poetry Studies: there will be final exam in the form of analyzing poem. seems like the due date will be on May 14, 2012
• Basic Analysis of Drama: there will be drama performance on May 7, 2012. And I'm not memorized the script yet
• Thesis Proposal Seminar: the thesis proposal has to be submitted on the May 10, 2012. still 5% done
• Syntax: the final exam will be on May 15, 2012
• Classroom management: the final paper have to be submitted on May 1, 2012
• Languange Assessment Development: there are still like 100 questions need to be created. The due is on  May 15, 2012
• Coursebook Evaluation: the final paper+presentation are 90% done. the due date will be on May (dont know the absolute date)
• English for Spesific Purposes: ga jelas
• Filsafat Ilmu Budaya: hope there will be no final exam :(
• Gender and ELT: don't know yet what will be happened 

Yes! Those things are pressuring me lately. And it's will be happened until the very date of May 15, I suppose.

But, let's just struggle to survive! Even my life is on shuffle, even this acnes is soo annoying (lhoh?)

Ok ok. Seems like I'm blubbering :D
FIGHTING !!!!!

Accidentaly remember a nice thing :D

There is a (what is it called?!) let's say a small wall builded up with the identity of my faculty on it.

The front side is written "Fakultas Sastra", and in the back side written "Cerita Segala Rasa".

It is sooo nice and I've taken picture there! *giggles*
Here is my pictures with some of my college friends :)

Nice, yes? :D

I am a BAD person

Do I have besties?

This thinking struck my mind. My life is not so briliant, my study, my work, all is just so so..

Sahabat itu apa?

Orang2 yang kemana2 selalu bareng kita? Yang tiap hari kita ceritain hal2 yang terjadi sama kita?

Is that so? Sempit banget pengertiannya. Kalo uda sering ga bareng, pasti lepas deh tuh sahabat.

I am galauing my self, I think.

I dont feel satisfied with my life. i dont feel happy with what i've done.

but how should i change all of this? it's so damn complicated. i cannot just turn around. it is not a game, it is a LIFE!!!

*sigh*

then, when i look around, people in my age are soooo freakingly success. they've done this, they achieve that. but why i'm not? hash! to much blubbering, i guess. too much planning but doing nothing. too much care with my own feeling. too much emotional.

*sigh*

I'm freakingly a bad person :(