I am a BAD person

Do I have besties?

This thinking struck my mind. My life is not so briliant, my study, my work, all is just so so..

Sahabat itu apa?

Orang2 yang kemana2 selalu bareng kita? Yang tiap hari kita ceritain hal2 yang terjadi sama kita?

Is that so? Sempit banget pengertiannya. Kalo uda sering ga bareng, pasti lepas deh tuh sahabat.

I am galauing my self, I think.

I dont feel satisfied with my life. i dont feel happy with what i've done.

but how should i change all of this? it's so damn complicated. i cannot just turn around. it is not a game, it is a LIFE!!!

*sigh*

then, when i look around, people in my age are soooo freakingly success. they've done this, they achieve that. but why i'm not? hash! to much blubbering, i guess. too much planning but doing nothing. too much care with my own feeling. too much emotional.

*sigh*

I'm freakingly a bad person :(