Maafkan saya nyampah

A month to go. Just a month. Need to lay my head on his shoulder and cry. No no, maybe actually what I need is just my mom.

This month is exactly so hard to pass. Soooo many things wait me, they want to tear me apart a guess hahahaa

It start from a job that i expect to much.

In short, I join a ghost writer or something like that. I did hard work in my holiday for it. And you know what, he, the owner, don't pay me yet till now.

I gave him a trust, but I fell. Maybe that's easy for you to say something like "let it go", but hey! I worked! I didn't do that work for charity or something like that.

So I want my salary to be paid.

It's so sad, you know. Almost everyday I slept in the midnite just to finish my work, but you see, that owner is just suck!

The second thing is about my internship program. So many things happened, irresponsible friends, uncooperative team, and things like that.

Then in the night when I need my bf, he has been tired of everyday working or he has a plan to go out with his friends.

OK, then. Let me manage myself :)

God gives me time not to relay on anyone.

Oh God, I miss my mom so bad :))

Review Poconggg Juga Pocong

Uda lumayan lama ga nonton film Indonesia. Makah uda ga inget juga sih kapan terakhir kali nonton. It's been a long time. Dan akhirnya kemarin lusa dan barusan ini saya nonton lagi :D
Judulnya Poconggg Juga Pocong sama Republik Twitter.

Pengen ngreview Poconggg Juga Pocong dulu ajalah. Republik Twitternya tar dulu yee.
Sebenernya uda telat banget sih ya. Uda pengen nonton dari dulu tapi gatau kenapa baru nonton sekarang.
It was a nice movie. Temen sekamar saya bilang film itu lucu banget banget, dia nonton sampe perutnya sakit gitu. Tapi saya nontonnya kok malah sedih ya? -_____-

Jadi ceritanya ada dua orang sahabatan, namanya dimas sama shela/sheila ya gitu deh, pokok pronounce'nya shila. Mereka sahabatan uda dari awal SMA gitu, lama2 mulai ngerasa suka gitu deh. Singkat cerita pas Dimas lagi nembak Sheila di mobil, mereka kecelakaan dan Dimas meninggal.

And the story begin.
Dimas jadi Pocong. Yang perlu diperhatikan, poconggg itu namanya, pocong itu spesiesnya :D
Si dimas yang uda jadi pocong ini masih belum lega karena Sheila belum bener2 tau kalo dia suka sama Sheila. Di tengah galaunya dia mikirin cara buat bikin Sheila tau perasaannya, si Dimas ini juga lagi ada masalah di dunia perpocongan.
Dia dianggap cemen gitu deh sama pocong yang lain gegara dia ga bisa nakut2in manusia :D

Lanjutannya nonton sendiri  deh ya. Bagi saya sih film ini garis besarnya sedih, tapi ada bumbu lucunya gitu. Malah saya uda pengen nangis aja pas adegan terakhirnya hahaa
Yang belum liat, cepet nonton gih.
yang uda liat dan ga setuju sama saya, monggo lah tinggalin komen :)

Pembaca yang baik selalu meninggalkan jejak :))

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

Well, I'm in my holiday from May 16 until July 2.
Is that long? No. Actually I should get my holiday till August 27 if I don't have any internship program. But, that's long enough to be enjoyed of course :D

So, I tried to spend my holiday well absolutely.
Like in May 16, I went to Balikpapan-East Borneo to pick up my boyfriend. It was kind of long journey cause that was my first flight, and I was alone -_____-
But that was fun! Like trying to pretend as if I've had many flight before (thanks to Lita) :D


I was so glad can meet him after 4 months *_*
How many days I spend there? Of course just a day :D
I and my boyfriend had a flight back to Juanda at 8.30 pm BUT it was delayed till 2 am in the next day. Oh, MAAANNN!!!
But thanks God I could landed safely :)
No pics sorry :P

Then guys, do you know Lawang Sewu? Sam Poo Kong?
I just went there yesterday! :D
Yes! I went to Semarang with my Mom and brother.
It was also really fun!
Let me show off the pics :D

it was me, my lil brother, and my cousins

the lawang sewu's doors - a nice spot to take a shoot

the only lady was me ;)

my mom and my aunty :)))

me - trying a costume - but not good in me :(

china? hongkong? no. semarang :)

nice, right?

Make a time for you to get there, pals!
Those are great places to visit :)

Compilation

Uda lama banget ga ngpost. Many things happen, of course.

Jadi ceritanya, saya berhasil nyelesain tugas-tugas bejibun yang saya ceritain di post sebelumnya! *head up high

Tapi nih ya, sebelum sah dapet liburan, ada dua performance yang harus dilakuin.

Yang pertama DRAMA. Salah satu mata kuliah di semester ini emang Basic Analysis of Drama, dan dosen saya minta di akhir semester setiap orang tampil drama gitu.

Sempet bingung, sebel waktu latian. Maklum sih, amatiran semua :D

Judul drama dari kelompok saya "The Road House in the Arden", genrenya komedi.

Kalo minat bisa diliat di youtube.

Di drama itu saya jadi Miss Immortality, cewek yang jadi rebutan antara William Shakespeare sama Francis Bacon (iya, emang belagu banget kesannya direbutin sama orang terkenal).

Let me show you my picture

drama class

bareng sama yang lain

all cast

cleopatra - hamlet - robin

shakespeare - immortality - bacon

Jadi dramanya itu hari Selasa, 8 Mei 2012. Besoknya, tanggal 9 Mei 2012 ada satu pentas lagi buat mata kuliah CCU (Cross Cultural Understanding). Sumpah berasa artis aja -____________-

Buat mata kuliah itu dosennya minta buat nampilin hal-hal yang berhubungan sama budaya.

Trus akhirnya diputusin buat nampilin parade permainan tradisional ala Jawa. Kayak lompat tali, kelereng, bekelan, dll.

beautiful, isn't it?

And, after all of that stuff, I can proudly say that now I'm in a HOLIDAY!!!!

HURRAAYYY!!!!

W.H.Y.????

Something weird happens
So, now I'm in the middle of many things to do.
And I dont know why, it makes me cannot feel anything.
What I mean is that if something should make me angry, I just feel flat,
I actually a person who easily can go upset!
Is it a good sign or a bad sign?

Tired of these things already ...

Foto Orang Nikah

Abis liat foto orang nikah yang di share di grup FB. Langsung berasa kayak "kapan ya giliranku?"
Hahahahaa.
Gak lah. Ini bukan tentang ngebet pengen nikah ato gimana, cuma mulai ngerasa kalo hidup itu terus ngalir ga berasa dan tiba-tiba kita uda ada di titik ini, ngeliat anak-anak SD, SMP, SMA kesannya mereka alay banget.
Liat guru-guru SMA uda pada ganti, liat artis-artis di tivi ternyata seumuran kita, liat temen-temen uda pada berhasil, dll.
Tiba-tiba sadar bahwa sekarang waktunya angkatan kita yang 'megang', yang berjaya, yang .. ah udahlah.

Jadi, apa sih yang uda kita lakuin?
Uda kerjakah? Punya usaha sendirikah? Masi cengeng kah? Masi sering bersikap kayak drama quenn kah?

U NO NEED TO READ THIS !!!

Hmmmm.

I've been trying to be positive thinking. And at last I feel like I have been succeeded. BUT this night I just feel like there is NO NEED to be positive thinking.

Then, one of my besties called me. And I was just like bursting about many things that crossed my mind. About him, about having two cell phone, about marriage, about egoistic, graduation day, and many things.

She is the one that always can calm me down with her own way which is absolutely different with myself. And I just crying listening her giving  me many advises. Because deep down inside, I know that she was right, that what she said is really make sense.

And now I feel like worried :(

It was terrible that I cannot tell what is crossing my mind :(

Waiting for the time when I can meet him, or at least can HE read this post.

*the first possibility is 1000000000000% bigger than the second one